Been revising all last week y’know, preping for the exams I have?
And then now, day before my exam, I just kinda went ‘Huh, I don’t know anything.’ and now I’m freaking out. Great.
Gah, my minds to distracted to work. Lovely.
Either I’m great at lying, or teachers just don’t care as much as they say they do.
Get the feeling its the latter.
Can’t tell if it’s really warm im this room, or im ill and burning up.
Regardless I’m falling asleep in my seat and I don’t know why as I actually had a good night’s sleep last night.
Gah.
Random ‘I feel like shit’ moods are the worst.
Honestly, I appreciate the effort you’re putting in, trying to talk to me about this thing in my head that won’t go away.
But you’re the last person I want to talk to for the time being.
I just wish you would give me some time to get over the bitterness.
Decided I’m forever doomed to be alone for the rest of my life as I get close to someone and then my brain derps and goes ‘no’ and just fucks things up.
Awesome brain, awesome.
And yes, I’m alive. Just being very inactive due to games, and occasionally some work, heh.
The great, and annoying thing about school closing because of a burst water pipe or something is that I can spend the next 2 hours getting my coursework finished and e-mailed to my english teacher on time.
But it means if school is still shut tomorrow I can’t do my art exam, but this also means I have more time to prepare.
Absolutely nothing.
I jest. I have the stuff for my art exam sorted, everything else I will just do after.
And tomorrow I will finish my English coursework while crying horribly. Yes
